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the remains of nothing

my hands are at your throat like an astronaut grabbing for something in space but what can be said of emptiness besides this – * hold my hand until i drown then hold on tighter for i’ll need the support to stay afloat with you * everything i feel feels everything in you when i … Continue reading

afterbirth

snow like lives lost looking for a soft place to land finding disaster a four car pile up blood whiteness ruined by those who can realize it while they realize less and see that all roads lead to an end and the sky above ends too * he’s throwing up because he’s grown up too … Continue reading

concave lens

out from the night against a blowfish of light she sways left and right room enraptured tight   coffee stirs with hushed murmurs as she confers the menu, orders   small black no sugar spoons bent and brokered obscure angles of her to make life fuller   moments that may lead to some great deed when she … Continue reading

left lung

the orchid wasn’t enough but the dirt was for with it i buried you among the dry roots and the finger painting that could’ve been if could had been * i am not looking for anything more than the ability to not look anymore * there’s a disguise i still wear and have forgotten how … Continue reading

stuffed bellies digesting

reading is never alone for writing is always a loan * books like birds perched on warm shelves waiting for food for thought and more original truths that fly away but are hunted captured then wait around in a cage for nothing more than to be let back in the comfort of black margins * … Continue reading

the drool of rabies

dog eared books have a bite bigger than their bark if you give them your voice your teeth your tongue * if you were to annotate this you’d find that i included you in the whole when there wasn’t when and where you find me here consuming sky and sitting in freeze-dried stalagmites of concrete … Continue reading

snow wons

the world weeps misery and snowflakes that are large full a testament to beauty repeating beauty landing on the land and dying on the beating tongue of the most beautiful girl in the world   is she weeping or is it just melting * against the faces i’ve faced you look so serious like an … Continue reading

afterwards, afterwords

where are you when you are where you aren’t you which includes here in my arms as you tell me you haven’t felt like yourself for a long time like a tree with hard bark that is hollow inside a good home a dead being with dying beings inside * like a snake slurping on … Continue reading

fuss of a hussar

i was going to wake up and see the world but the shades are shut where covered darkness births the warmth of one’s breath like carrion from roadkill of a baby raccoon that no one else will look at or for for there are many more who will not cross the road * behind my shield i … Continue reading

wherever the will will go

Friend, Letters are the most important thing I got. I know because I winced at the starving thing, rewrote it as stuff, and replaced it back with thing like a veteran army marching to war after being beaten with steps that will surely be beaten again. Then I came back to this to tell you … Continue reading