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break up

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vegetarian meetings

a man wished to learn the meaning of life so he spent is life learning meaning in all its forms from only to find himself formless at the end with books piled high and a realization that his life was meaningless * she looks at me and i wonder if i am a chopped lover … Continue reading

sideshow slump

write about love everybody loves love so i do, deciding that love is doing despite possible procreative determinates, coming to: the dog fucked the other dog but both were fixed useless nightmares of panting and biting and lovely hope where later their bleeding pee betrays their hopelessness * i told her that i have the … Continue reading

love or whatever’s left

you say your heart wasn’t in it and i believe by it you mean you and by you i mean us * with the slow self-immolation of breathing i turn away from the sun to see a night like a wedding lace showing what could have been with gentler kisses and less stumbling vows of … Continue reading

everywhere

where did things go wrong besides here where things were did wrongly but we preferred to be so vulgar   where did things go wrong besides here where we used to hug but could never fill the empty spot between us even when bare or barely aware   where did things go wrong besides here … Continue reading

(▼)

they have brought us here (my love and i) and separated us (my love and i) to different rooms mine dark, unseen, possibly cornerless with thoughts of whether her’s is better and if she is being treated alright which is what i wished for her from me (my love and i) because i assumed there … Continue reading

momend

snowmen were never taught how to swim so sweat drowns both their nerves and themselves   but only through slippery death do they know what it means to move * my shadow has gone away to the bedfellow of night while i am here shivering trying to remember what was when what was but finding … Continue reading

first bloom never lasts

all i need is you but all you need is i, which is not me but you and which leaves me as i and alone * childhood picture on the toilet top like a shit that won’t flush but floats there despite the inventions of adulthood and modern plumbing that gives hope for fresh air … Continue reading

the middle stanza

the subway sea chugs on while i snorkel air from the outside wondering what fish i’ll smell this time and whether its just me soaked with this place and its people who gasp scream for help i’m drowning i can’t swim there was just too much to do i was always so busy so full … Continue reading

life elsewhere

she spills the moon into my hands while i wave goodbye trying not to let the water well up or crash this city which looks so beautiful with its buildings all lit up like distant stars where life may be if only i climb into the night and let it climb into me but then … Continue reading

left lung

the orchid wasn’t enough but the dirt was for with it i buried you among the dry roots and the finger painting that could’ve been if could had been * i am not looking for anything more than the ability to not look anymore * there’s a disguise i still wear and have forgotten how … Continue reading