we are understood before we understand because we come into this after others have discovered how to make us come * there’s dimension to the depth of how far i’ve fallen but i need to go down death to see what it was i couldn’t see from the grounding of above and what it was … Continue reading
the murder crowds around the crow dead and muddy for they know that it is dangerous to be alive and to only squawk as a scared defense that is shared in a final release that is just as scared * i want music to swallow out the fall of summer into something that can leave … Continue reading
if humankind becomes obsolete let it be known that we tried to survive and that attempt ended us * make me make me into something i’d want to make me make * i do not believe there is anything like subway love for it rumbles and travels and is contained in a morning where far … Continue reading
i’m warm and good and awake with warmness that makes me good to write about something bad and cold like when she left me to otherwise die but i didn’t and got to writing this eventually after she wrote me off * unpolluted by my blood i’m finally seeing others in myself and having them … Continue reading
i’ve been working all night on my knees and with my hands so it’s alright baby if you’re tired and want to go to bed in my hands and knees that are worn and wear with you * it’s always terrible to not be able to see the tragedy in terror like when there is … Continue reading
there is always construction in front of the bar i go to to depress into the what is is what makes me order a drink close to paint thinner for i have gotten fat on other beverages and myself a giant guessing what’s next though the tv offers some clues of the apocalypse with child … Continue reading
if only things could be different you say while doing the same things like waiting for a simile that makes everything make sense to you again like when you were eighty seven and knew only death in each breath and smile like when you were sixty seven with grandchildren at your feet and telling them … Continue reading
i wish to substitute sex with writing for the pen is rudimentary and has been known to fail to create characters in its splatters and the rush of a climax that satisfies only one usually and sometimes even then did you like it because i only do if you did the do too but there’s too … Continue reading
the world never sleeps and the people never wake when the cities are stuffed with smog of the morning or is it the exhaust from last night that brings them to their beds after being busy but never busy enough for there is more to do in the morning and hopefully a lot more to … Continue reading
beat the lazy sun that climbs later each day and will stumble over a hill drunk from the night before with a vomit of yellow pouring to those who will see and only you will for the sun rises first on its knees then hands then feet to you who is working doing giving the … Continue reading