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clouds stopping sun

we all just got here but stay a while with me so i can start to know where i want to want and with who which may include you if you give me the time to show you me how i’m like we just getting here hoping for a there there and a here here … Continue reading

the remains of nothing

my hands are at your throat like an astronaut grabbing for something in space but what can be said of emptiness besides this – * hold my hand until i drown then hold on tighter for i’ll need the support to stay afloat with you * everything i feel feels everything in you when i … Continue reading

left lung

the orchid wasn’t enough but the dirt was for with it i buried you among the dry roots and the finger painting that could’ve been if could had been * i am not looking for anything more than the ability to not look anymore * there’s a disguise i still wear and have forgotten how … Continue reading

the greatest love

look i’m trying to see what’s the point in carrying on but it’s a lot to carry and i am having a hard enough time tumbling on through * i’m sure there is a reason to be assured in yourself but i’m not sure myself * she was the most beautiful girl and i was … Continue reading

Finger of god holding onto pink lingerie

Don’t use your sex against my sex during sex where we say nothing but hope for it all * The whole of the universe fits into a glass of wine and then, between us when it slips from the lip into ours * The fold of a bum is the edge of the universe kissed with … Continue reading

This place

Dear dear, I want things to be okay. I suppose we all do. We work and eat and shit in order to ensure that our needs are met, our bowels flushed, and our wants achieved in some capacity. Survival is not enough. Okay is. Okay is okay. It is good. It is great. It is … Continue reading

It was there

I’m told I have eremophobia which I don’t understand and the psychologist waves his hands to tell me it is a complicated word that means that I am afraid of being alone and I try to say the word that is clunky and poky and rips my tongue out to slip through the gaps in … Continue reading

I got you now, love

I got you now, love, don’t I with a whoops and oppsy-daisy and the eventual hammering of two bodies that weren’t meant to hammer but have done so today until they are nailed atop of each other and the shadows make a cross of the small miracle of a girl’s stomach underneath your finger   … Continue reading

Little lakes with 70% water

She’s looking real good in the jean jacket I got her, arms spread in a hug of fabric and careful consideration of whether the pockets lined with some brown string would be liked or if the metallic buttons would shine but not too bright just so I could be focused on her when I would … Continue reading

Dead things float

For a while now, I have felt like I need to cry and I don’t know why, which I suppose is reason enough to cry, but I do not, which I suppose is another reason to cry. * Goldfish have more recognition than you about how far we’ve sunk, but I guess we forgot how … Continue reading