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break up

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rust

it is not that history is repeated but instead that it hasn’t ended that tied knot of violence of force of pain that stretches on as a mouth screaming with no voice though many have yelled under its repetitive fisting * how can i trust people after you how can i trust myself after trusting … Continue reading

i am telling you no

but i loved you though i suppose cracking in between there are always buts * we are the ghosts of those who left remains buried * can’t i even feel right for i am unable to describe what it is to be but not too   can’t i even feel right without worrying that repetition … Continue reading

spirited living

you’re 24 with eyes closed to books you haven’t read songs you haven’t played canvases you haven’t touched friends you haven’t seen jokes you haven’t told waiting to turn 25 with whatever it is that happens when you no longer do * i am the ghost i was warned of when i was living happy … Continue reading

stratus

do not go back to those who backed into not who go to done who have gone to those who leave you asking who you were with * find those who need not to be found and who look at you with eyes weeping the possible horror of the loss of their independence that attracts … Continue reading

smaller than all

the following are starved ideas who know that hunger is knows no idealism * do no harm but do not avoid it * do no harm but harm no dos * again we begin again * i promise it is nothing   – something she said after everything * let’s be friends   – she … Continue reading

abate

it was loneliness that made me meet her though after unmade and meaty imploding from the indigestion of the inside i began to know true loneliness that only the stars long since dead in the sky know with their shining relentless still painful light * i have spent a lifetime trying to love the bits … Continue reading

bate

once all has gone wrong at least all that is left is to go on * i have a forget me knot around my neck though breath brings me back to the remembrance of now * the best thing to do for the future is to leave the present with nothing better * all is … Continue reading

mass acres

i am starting to think that i will never be at the top and that i’m only here to ensure that the bottom is filled for those above to look on as an end they do not wish to start in * i am the love that didn’t love i   *   she told … Continue reading

circle circle dot dot

a leak and a lake found unscrambled in the flower and the dew filled with grasshoppers that are praying to avoid the mantis that makes men look lost in skirts and the twirl of a tornado that makes no sense like this poem for i have found that the hardest thing is to not be … Continue reading

re pair

you say that i am beautiful for having been broken for the little light that filters through like a world being created   am i only me to you when i am creating destruction * you can do all you can do and still it will not be enough for even the most delightful dream … Continue reading