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loss

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by e

i suppose one day i will forget and that will break me most of all * the saddest words are i am sorry for i was sorry that they were not enough and sorrier yet they were all that’s left to avoid the single silence that made happy love to our ending * my poetry … Continue reading

could’ve been could

we said goodbye for good and i realized in the double meaning that this shows how we were meant to be together because we were tied again like in the beginning with silence and unknowing until we became two beings trying not to cry understanding no better and failing failing failing so well * i … Continue reading

all wrote and written

she said it meant nothing and i suppose it didn’t which is why i feel like that now * she fucked another guy her legs i kissed gently hands that i held afraid the first time lips i spoke to and talked to and respected because they said some pretty good things like how she … Continue reading

chanel number two for number one

she has already moved on to all ready putting on makeup preparing for the day watch ruin run from i while she tries to kiss me and i say with a mouth that remembers you said that last time and look where we are which is in my car engine ready after a turn driving … Continue reading

or angina

love gave me the worst love of my life and i suppose i still loved it best of all * you feel like shit but at least that means you’re still making waste still feeling still have all this shit to lose * relationships are the remains of corpses that sired you into it all … Continue reading

t(he)end

it is a shame that after all the disasters bred into what we consume there is only art to make it better and the realization later when stuffed like roadkill with maggots that art is not enough * i think i will not last if only because lasting means that i will have to not … Continue reading

b(urn)t

the moon and earth were born from breaking so it is no wonder we hurt so much realizing soon how sad it is that the earth and moon cannot hurt but still break like us against the loneliness of our birth * with total fire it is common to mistake the smoke for clouds of … Continue reading

are era

women are universes giving birth to universes that tie expanding infinity to the outstretched fingers of the baby that becomes a girl who will grope the night sky with loneliness * and then we were two people sitting together with nothing to do but watch the sun die into the abyss wondering if it cries … Continue reading

sea gall

we have lost the language of the broken and been left only with poetry that breaks to give us back the words one line by one line by one line till with images of us dangling life lines in fluffy yellow slippers we’re lost again * choose being spirit don’t wait for soul * we … Continue reading

The first instance of thunder before lightning

The most important moment in my life was sitting down breathing watching people walk their dogs outside and writing this poem * There’s a desire for understanding without understanding that we don’t understand ourselves and the others who listen understand less about us and sometimes about themselves and that makes us understand ourselves less and … Continue reading