but i loved you though i suppose cracking in between there are always buts * we are the ghosts of those who left remains buried * can’t i even feel right for i am unable to describe what it is to be but not too can’t i even feel right without worrying that repetition … Continue reading
you’re 24 with eyes closed to books you haven’t read songs you haven’t played canvases you haven’t touched friends you haven’t seen jokes you haven’t told waiting to turn 25 with whatever it is that happens when you no longer do * i am the ghost i was warned of when i was living happy … Continue reading
if i don’t die before mediocrity kills me please ensure to end me yourself for then i will look at you happily knowing that you are doing to me what no mediocre person ever would do * i drank a bit but it left eventually to weep into the floor sprawling smells which brag of … Continue reading
do not go back to those who backed into not who go to done who have gone to those who leave you asking who you were with * find those who need not to be found and who look at you with eyes weeping the possible horror of the loss of their independence that attracts … Continue reading
the following are starved ideas who know that hunger is knows no idealism * do no harm but do not avoid it * do no harm but harm no dos * again we begin again * i promise it is nothing – something she said after everything * let’s be friends – she … Continue reading
i swear it is there in her eyes the pink moon trampolining on the whole horizon away from this full subway car that holds silence never before heard and little handheld suns that do not burn immediately in this dark tunnel of outside blues but that take energy lifeforce souls away in bits of radiation … Continue reading
i am afraid i’ll never do it that i’ll slip into mediocrity where even among the mediocre i’ll be considered in whispers as only okay that i’ll grow up gasping little lives maybe producing one or two myself who will shadow upwards like me who remained unfortunately ungrown i am afraid i’ll never do … Continue reading
it was loneliness that made me meet her though after unmade and meaty imploding from the indigestion of the inside i began to know true loneliness that only the stars long since dead in the sky know with their shining relentless still painful light * i have spent a lifetime trying to love the bits … Continue reading
once all has gone wrong at least all that is left is to go on * i have a forget me knot around my neck though breath brings me back to the remembrance of now * the best thing to do for the future is to leave the present with nothing better * all is … Continue reading
there must be kindness before there is death though often it is only found in the dying after of people remembering one of their own kind * what will come has not yet become so do not go before it’s gone * i suppose i am gifted to know your loving for i can see … Continue reading