the art is to not know what the art is to hide it under the critics who tell you this is this but not that because this and who realize later that the art stays unknown for it was in them too until they too were under the critics of he is being too loud … Continue reading
the heart is cold but still you warm up to the idea that it refuses to be still no matter how much or how little you do * don’t you want not don’t to stay suspended in this without knowing the ending which i can tell you will lead to less you and more i … Continue reading
i suppose she was as faithful as her choices as her environment and as her belief in the heavens that are distantly away from the malignancy in me and my suppositions * relationships are funerals in the making in their eventual unmaking for either it ends at the end or prematurely torn wrecked wondering what … Continue reading
Oh man! Writing is fuuuuuuun. Deep too. Here’s some tips (haha, get it????!?!?!) on how to do it (hahahaha, get it again) BETTER! 1. Avoid not having fun, silly. 2. Use some nice words nicely. 3. Watch as all you have done, all you have made becomes undone and unmade by a heartbreak you didn’t … Continue reading
i hate myself for wanting the worst for you when i was once the best wanting better for us but now i know that this is the best for the worst is happening given that i am leaving you after you left me for a different i and a worse us * the only advice … Continue reading
i want my writing to touch you for you have gone and these are my fingers reaching out like an astronaut in space holding the whole earth * i am the universe reflected becoming itself strong and full not needing anyone except myself who sires the life in others who will forget about me and … Continue reading
i suppose one day i will forget and that will break me most of all * the saddest words are i am sorry for i was sorry that they were not enough and sorrier yet they were all that’s left to avoid the single silence that made happy love to our ending * my poetry … Continue reading
we said goodbye for good and i realized in the double meaning that this shows how we were meant to be together because we were tied again like in the beginning with silence and unknowing until we became two beings trying not to cry understanding no better and failing failing failing so well * i … Continue reading
she said it meant nothing and i suppose it didn’t which is why i feel like that now * she fucked another guy her legs i kissed gently hands that i held afraid the first time lips i spoke to and talked to and respected because they said some pretty good things like how she … Continue reading
she has already moved on to all ready putting on makeup preparing for the day watch ruin run from i while she tries to kiss me and i say with a mouth that remembers you said that last time and look where we are which is in my car engine ready after a turn driving … Continue reading