ma hog any

the following is sloppy. it makes me clean in the way simple dichotomies don’t.

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is it possible to be tired

of being tired

is it okay to not know what it means

to be okay

how is it that here

among the space of unwritten letters and ideas forgotten

i have found the place

that you go to

when there is no one

save for the thought thick with night and the pregnancy

of a moment

that leaves behind some poems

that result in some more poems

that are better than this

jagged whole

kacper

go to bed

you are whiny

and missing that

there is more poetry in between

the sheets on the body in the air

that brings it all to all without all of it

including you now

in a hardwood desk going soft

for what

it is

not you

never you

no more you