look love even old trees still bloom anew while your name crumbles against muted bark and a drying useless sun * you always hated my poetry but i always hated you for you made me write this badly about this bad always * leave something that will leave you one seed two dirty napkins three … Continue reading
when i was a poet writing poetry i’d have good things to say about all the bad like how to kill your mother by falling in love with your father who would never want you anyways a fact that ruined your abandoned orphaned ma wishing only the best for you the reverse of what … Continue reading
i am not here for the magnificent many or the generous glitter tell me of those untold the places where the fledging skin goes or those who drowned still swim with fish stuffed where the cut hair clumps and the ear wax, the eye mucus, the papers that held alphabets just being learned find themselves … Continue reading
the following is just a little bit of a lot. * you are weird but so is everyone else especially those who say they aren’t * i believe i have loved you since the beginning of since and everything since then perhaps we were grafted from the same space the same star the same … Continue reading
i may be the fire but then again i may just be the wood and this is okay for both are needed for warmth in and for and with oneself * the hate is always slopping around the light but it dries when the clarity improves into a blue existence where the warmth wiggles in … Continue reading
the world was born from violence it took the aftermath of the universe to create kindness to create you who chooses to be soft to the baby of the world * i am uncertain if it is comforting that no matter what i do tomorrow will come even if i do not stuck slopping … Continue reading
do not suffocate full of wonder with what you are breathe in knowing you are wonderful * silence does not exist listen to you now how loud how full how totally unable to be quieted by existence you are * i want my life back but i don’t want to face what it’ll … Continue reading
i suppose things can be worse than losing someone who didn’t love you such as you who lost someone who did * it is given that the meaning of life is to give life meaning what is not said is how hard it is to take what it is and entirely what it … Continue reading
i was never quite beautiful which was the best thing that happened to me for i could find the neglected beauty in everything else like a tangerine peeled into an accidental love of a woman i knew years ago or the rain that muddied the city and my shoes i just purchased but that held … Continue reading
the following is not a lot, which is hopefully may be too many nots. * it is not so much a question of do the ancients still speak but rather too much of an answer that we no longer understand the language of it is they are we soon will not be * the worst thing … Continue reading