She waters the dead thing when I talk about how I’m feeling pretty ugly inside about the whole scenario – how it happened how it didn’t how it could’ve if we had just known how it happened and didn’t, and she says that it will just take some time to heal and to grow again … Continue reading
I can no longer feel emotions, which is pretty sad but I don’t mind because I can no longer feel emotions and that makes me pretty happy too * I settled for the quiet of a relationship instead of the loud orgasms of others and their friends, though I suppose I still do that stuff with my … Continue reading
Be a fly that’ll suck you dry biting and nipping and straight blood sipping Be a fly that’ll consume an eye with no focused stare just wear, wear, wear Be a fly that’ll try to fry the food you’ve leftover to breed a sweet odor Be a fly until you die so you can hack … Continue reading
Today is the day that will lead to no more todays tomorrow because everything is so wrecked and ruined and you’re already late to work and your boss will show you how much more wrecked and ruined things can get which makes you want to get wrecked and ruined till you’re a wreck and a … Continue reading
There are steps that go nowhere though they lead to my house and a front door that has extra locks and that opens with a push and strength I rarely have * A woman jumped off my condominium while I was dreaming about falling into an abyss that does not end but goes and goes until … Continue reading
I’ve sometimes marveled how there are so many people that don’t know my name because I wrote that pretty great poem that included them in a swell of all but I suppose I didn’t know their name either or the poems they wrote * I made lunch for two but you are no longer here … Continue reading
There is an unnamed grave close to where I work in an office doing that and this that has my name on it * The last thing she wanted was me and the last thing I wanted was her * Write, write, write and when it’s gone see where it goes where it’s going and … Continue reading
Kill the world and the people in it who doubt you can make change by killing them Kill the wars and the fighting and the divisions between us like race and wealth and who likes what show or another because of the race and wealth shown Kill the insecurities of what is good and right … Continue reading
where was summer when it is already winter and I can barely remember fall; only shadows of pale mornings and twilights that crackled with frost on the outside of my window blocking everything from my view and my view from everything * As I’m growing up I’m learning from the people who taught me how … Continue reading
I’m at the Venus de Milo though I could be anywhere with eyes fixed to the girls around who make a good name for design and creation and who see me seeing them so maybe later after we talk about art and I finangle fact after fact and I tell them about the smooth back … Continue reading