all of this is out of love because all of this is out of love * i am sorry but you are going to need to know that you must never apologize for being i which is you which is reflected in sorry little me * i suppose you don’t really want to be alone … Continue reading
when there is nothing left you will be when all has gone you still are and when there is no more there there you remain yours and not theirs * i understand it all now because unknown and alone i realize i tried to give you what i could not give myself and what … Continue reading
forgive not because they deserve it but because you do because you need the quiet to become because you need to not need to be forgiven and in the absence of them is the fumbling fullness of you holed and holing into yourself like a seed into a garden that held other seeds who didn’t … Continue reading
how is it that after it all which wasn’t it after all i am more sorry than you that it happened with mouthfuls of how than that it didn’t * my hands were too soft because she was tired sleepy in them dreaming of another day and person who would roughen her up a little … Continue reading
it was a lonely dirt path that was lost for a long while but that led curved and cornered to an ocean that was bent on slowly gobbling it away * after you all love will be plagiarized * we will be willed forever until the end which of course makes no sense but that … Continue reading
come here nuzzle your tired head that is heavy after the guillotine of thoughtless others who wanted too much of you from you come here with your need to talk about the universe and how it doesn’t talk back to you come here full of insecurities and doubts and hopes and dreams and bone that … Continue reading
you fear drowning but i am water that can create life that is it found there in your mouth in you in me making love to you by just being close to your flowing fire your smile that grows flowers in hopes of one day being under your nose and feeling home again * i … Continue reading
i am often no more but in between i spit life like a tree born from blood which will learn to claw into the sky for hungry breathless mouthfuls of growth that take away space with shadows that kill blindly and once old and forgotten by love’s initials will want to be cut down though … Continue reading
we didn’t get the chance to get we though i hope now gotten and done you find less gambles * i wish none of you were sad though i suppose then i would be sad for who would i write to and what happiness would i know having nothing more to wish for * this … Continue reading
but i loved you though i suppose cracking in between there are always buts * we are the ghosts of those who left remains buried * can’t i even feel right for i am unable to describe what it is to be but not too can’t i even feel right without worrying that repetition … Continue reading