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Spaghetti knots

when hen new h


when there is nothing left

you will be

when all has gone

you still are

and when there is no more there there

you remain yours

and not theirs


i understand

it all now

because unknown

and alone

i realize

i tried to give you

what i could not give myself

and what i never understood

to be in me


you weren’t there

when i needed

but still

you do not die


now that you’re gone

i am back

with what brought me

to you

the feeling that

i belong

to myself


is there any healing

or just pain heeling

a slow numbness

to the mess around

to the questions that sharpen

and eventually

settle themselves into answers

uneasy like a cut

that does not know it isn’t a mouth

and it isn’t supposed to sing

with life

About kacperniburski

I am searching for something in between the letters. Follow my wordpress or my IG (@_kenkan)


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