my shadow is a shadow of what once was shade that can now mouth that i am the best best when she mistakes streetlights for stars and i tell her love’s the first electricity anyways but it’s dark now though my shadow is still depressed in the furniture that has grown with … Continue reading
the heart is cold but still you warm up to the idea that it refuses to be still no matter how much or how little you do * don’t you want not don’t to stay suspended in this without knowing the ending which i can tell you will lead to less you and more i … Continue reading
i suppose she was as faithful as her choices as her environment and as her belief in the heavens that are distantly away from the malignancy in me and my suppositions * relationships are funerals in the making in their eventual unmaking for either it ends at the end or prematurely torn wrecked wondering what … Continue reading
Oh man! Writing is fuuuuuuun. Deep too. Here’s some tips (haha, get it????!?!?!) on how to do it (hahahaha, get it again) BETTER! 1. Avoid not having fun, silly. 2. Use some nice words nicely. 3. Watch as all you have done, all you have made becomes undone and unmade by a heartbreak you didn’t … Continue reading
i hate myself for wanting the worst for you when i was once the best wanting better for us but now i know that this is the best for the worst is happening given that i am leaving you after you left me for a different i and a worse us * the only advice … Continue reading
i want my writing to touch you for you have gone and these are my fingers reaching out like an astronaut in space holding the whole earth * i am the universe reflected becoming itself strong and full not needing anyone except myself who sires the life in others who will forget about me and … Continue reading
i suppose one day i will forget and that will break me most of all * the saddest words are i am sorry for i was sorry that they were not enough and sorrier yet they were all that’s left to avoid the single silence that made happy love to our ending * my poetry … Continue reading
we said goodbye for good and i realized in the double meaning that this shows how we were meant to be together because we were tied again like in the beginning with silence and unknowing until we became two beings trying not to cry understanding no better and failing failing failing so well * i … Continue reading
she has already moved on to all ready putting on makeup preparing for the day watch ruin run from i while she tries to kiss me and i say with a mouth that remembers you said that last time and look where we are which is in my car engine ready after a turn driving … Continue reading
the moon and earth were born from breaking so it is no wonder we hurt so much realizing soon how sad it is that the earth and moon cannot hurt but still break like us against the loneliness of our birth * with total fire it is common to mistake the smoke for clouds of … Continue reading