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can can’ts

all my friends are going to die strangers while i spend my last few few trying to remember the strange times we had when we had time like when michael made me drink alcohol in grade eight and i said this can’t be it and when i touched my first boob after the practice of … Continue reading

revolution in evolution

the following are thoughts holding tight. they loosen when i crack my fingers here, but it is all just bone wearing, wearing, worn. * atoms meet meat asking one another what they would’ve wanted to be if they could’ve been something other than atoms   they say nothing   * there was a bombing and … Continue reading

the remains of nothing

my hands are at your throat like an astronaut grabbing for something in space but what can be said of emptiness besides this – * hold my hand until i drown then hold on tighter for i’ll need the support to stay afloat with you * everything i feel feels everything in you when i … Continue reading

concave lens

out from the night against a blowfish of light she sways left and right room enraptured tight   coffee stirs with hushed murmurs as she confers the menu, orders   small black no sugar spoons bent and brokered obscure angles of her to make life fuller   moments that may lead to some great deed when she … Continue reading

where the apple core was thrown

from space with time the world is breathless like a punch in the gut where there is pain daily and the undigested chunks of land bruise against a bleeding sun and disappearing clouds * it is done they are dead is it enough yet or should i stop too * it is true that among hungry … Continue reading

shooting blanks

i can’t believe so many people are so content to be so old when i am so discontent with my youth and how quickly it goes and how slow i am to notice that i quickly will notice slower * if there is nothing to hold onto in heaven i imagine hugs will be quite … Continue reading

men go out to feed the family

what you heard is true: this is my body met and meated on a saturday when your clothes fell away like after a hunt in which you only found the woods and yourself a taste of you tipped on your tongue salivating what you heard is true: this is my body years of the same … Continue reading

a ventriloquist without a puppet

we are our own light in darkness that does not belong to us but that is us a waiting absence spent belonging to it despite the short and suffocating time we moved beyond to create to make to delight * her arms tied at the elbows like meat netted in plastic or a puppet whose … Continue reading

thinking thoughts

i wish to substitute sex with writing for the pen is rudimentary and has been known to fail to create characters in its splatters and the rush of a climax that satisfies only one usually and sometimes even then did you like it because i only do if you did the do too but there’s too … Continue reading

an autopsy on a blue jay

where will this wilderness end when it was only yesterday that I cleaned and went to the bar with friends because I had a productive day of doing things which is positive compared to the alternative and met this girl who was a friend of lipstick and looks and me for I took her home … Continue reading