in the last sky there was nothing but hush and the receding top of morning that rustled to those whose silence grows on the first day where nothing else is besides them and the realization of how little that means to them and whatever’s left * meek among men i try to tell you that … Continue reading
i am gone though i have only just arrived at the bar where people come to go to where i went without much thought besides for the hope of being led deeper into this like an anchor that doesn’t hit the bottom or a boat that does * why do we do when all that … Continue reading
we are understood before we understand because we come into this after others have discovered how to make us come * there’s dimension to the depth of how far i’ve fallen but i need to go down death to see what it was i couldn’t see from the grounding of above and what it was … Continue reading
the murder crowds around the crow dead and muddy for they know that it is dangerous to be alive and to only squawk as a scared defense that is shared in a final release that is just as scared * i want music to swallow out the fall of summer into something that can leave … Continue reading
if humankind becomes obsolete let it be known that we tried to survive and that attempt ended us * make me make me into something i’d want to make me make * i do not believe there is anything like subway love for it rumbles and travels and is contained in a morning where far … Continue reading
i’m warm and good and awake with warmness that makes me good to write about something bad and cold like when she left me to otherwise die but i didn’t and got to writing this eventually after she wrote me off * unpolluted by my blood i’m finally seeing others in myself and having them … Continue reading
i’ve been working all night on my knees and with my hands so it’s alright baby if you’re tired and want to go to bed in my hands and knees that are worn and wear with you * it’s always terrible to not be able to see the tragedy in terror like when there is … Continue reading
there is always construction in front of the bar i go to to depress into the what is is what makes me order a drink close to paint thinner for i have gotten fat on other beverages and myself a giant guessing what’s next though the tv offers some clues of the apocalypse with child … Continue reading
i wonder if i repeat that i will not die will it happen at the end the beginning or the middle of a sente- * what is the point is a pointless question to ask and even less to answer for all there is are the small things like tomorrow or yesterday or if this … Continue reading
if only things could be different you say while doing the same things like waiting for a simile that makes everything make sense to you again like when you were eighty seven and knew only death in each breath and smile like when you were sixty seven with grandchildren at your feet and telling them … Continue reading