constraints of company

Sometimes

I just stare at this

and wonder what

the heck do I do now

and then I remember

something like this

some of the times

*

I’ve been hiding

in places I don’t fit

since I was young

and running away from

my father who didn’t fit

all that well either

even though there was

nothing physical around him

except for me

when he found me

and dragged me out

for the constraints of company

*

I’ve been chronicling

the mistakes of people

for the last three years

and I just realized

that I need to add my own

entry now

for I have been chronicling

the mistakes of people

for the last three years

instead of experiencing them