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Spaghetti knots

that that’s left

when was the moment

you thought you weren’t valuable



was it when you had

all the memories

and none of the friends


when life stewed in nine months

matured in many more

and was ruined in ten seconds

by another mix just as complicated

and long


when i was supposed to

take you home to stare at you

all night


when i didn’t


when i asked if you

could stay still

against the disaster of every day


if you could understand love

then realize the loss of it

is love too


if you could leave the moon

in the sky tonight


if you could not ask

about when anymore

for it is just a chicken

bent up over eggs that take time

and a comfortable place with hot chocolate

a fire

your arms


if you could go back to then

when there was a then then


when there wasn’t too

you there without a there

sitting alone


when i’d see the civilizations

rising and falling

between breathes


when you’d cheat on me


when you’d promise you wouldn’t


when i’d have more to say

but wouldn’t

because there would be more

of when






About kacperniburski

I am searching for something in between the letters. Follow my wordpress or my IG (@_kenkan)


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