what you get when you get what

how do i hold this hope

of not fearing that one day

you will find the happiness

that i see

in something beyond myself

is it constraint

to want this thirst at my leg

is there freedom

to be left among the rain

her thick warm soul

then everything

these holes that brighten an edge

tantalizing it with what could be

without being

you are looking away now

where where

i cannot know

you point

tickle the sky

hopefully

you say

the sun will come out