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kacperniburski

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the five questions

i am having sex with people i don’t know   who am i   they cannot tell that i came from hunger like this   when did i crawl so   there is nothing left in naked uncertainty except for love   why do i feel this   i’m ripped apart like a dog devouring … Continue reading

Regression

There is so much to see ahead but think about all you’ve forgotten to see behind and all that has forgotten to see you too for these deep failures are what there is to see – but mostly not – ahead * Sex she says is a handshake while her hand shakes on my torso then … Continue reading

The religion of all

I heard you wanted to be someone when you were older but age is a testament to becoming someone else than you planned and then when it is all over becoming something else entirely * All those people so sure and solid in their opinions are dead now, I’m sure of it * She shared … Continue reading

Detachment

Everyone is good at heart because their heart wants good and that may mean some bad for a guy like me who has tried to get close to your heart but encounters flesh hard and barbed especially in the cold that cuts him if it could but instead settles on taking his life from him … Continue reading

I

I is a single sliver of many mes and one of the many yous shared by the all of wes * We’re sitting across from each other and there’s nothing to say except trying to make my interests more interesting my life more lively and my me more meaningful by including her and reminding her … Continue reading

Keeping an abandoned fort

She said I can’t keep keeping your keep and I didn’t know my sadness was tarnishing her like her sadness was tarnishing me and that we were stuck trying to see who is the most ruined by each other even as our eyes worsened by looking at us and so we hurt ourselves more by … Continue reading

What is left

What is left when we have gone apart after asking what is left from a relationship that only gave until there was little to give beside what is left which included your lost hairs and my letters lost and a toothbrush with what is left of a meal we made or bought but certainly forgot … Continue reading

constraints of company

Sometimes I just stare at this and wonder what the heck do I do now and then I remember something like this some of the times * I’ve been hiding in places I don’t fit since I was young and running away from my father who didn’t fit all that well either even though there … Continue reading

Where the grief goes

Where does grief go when it’s gone   maybe back to her and her smile   oh, there it goes again * I tried to write the world in a work but I didn’t want to get to the end of creation like this without you hearing about the beginning of how I tried to … Continue reading

A quick minute depending on how hard you hold

We could stay here forever or we could go back to the bar and drink a little more with our elbows on the top of our nest of peanuts people and piss in wrong corners where no one was looking until you did directed me to the washroom and to you in turn a romance … Continue reading