you told me to be the best me so i could get the best of you so i got to the top triumphant and full but you were not there any longer no one was * she’s slumped in my bed lumpy and limping from a night that hasn’t happened yet but will when … Continue reading
We are falling always until we land for good I lose her in small ways that wouldn’t mean much to anyone else but that’s why I had her and lost her too We are falling always until we land for good The garden’s jealous of spring for it is entrenched in an … Continue reading
She said I can’t keep keeping your keep and I didn’t know my sadness was tarnishing her like her sadness was tarnishing me and that we were stuck trying to see who is the most ruined by each other even as our eyes worsened by looking at us and so we hurt ourselves more by … Continue reading
What is left when we have gone apart after asking what is left from a relationship that only gave until there was little to give beside what is left which included your lost hairs and my letters lost and a toothbrush with what is left of a meal we made or bought but certainly forgot … Continue reading
Where does grief go when it’s gone maybe back to her and her smile oh, there it goes again * I tried to write the world in a work but I didn’t want to get to the end of creation like this without you hearing about the beginning of how I tried to … Continue reading
We could stay here forever or we could go back to the bar and drink a little more with our elbows on the top of our nest of peanuts people and piss in wrong corners where no one was looking until you did directed me to the washroom and to you in turn a romance … Continue reading
There are too many people so it can be forgiven that I know none of them including myself who just found out how alone he was and worse yet how those people can be more alone than him and worst of all how his loneliness makes him want to do nothing about it about them for they … Continue reading
It is not the absence that will bleed but the silence of knowing they are somewhere else being quiet present like a flower that grows in cement without a sound while the concrete wears each season, each blossom and soon, buildings collapse and screams can’t be heard from the outside * They tell you to … Continue reading
She waters the dead thing when I talk about how I’m feeling pretty ugly inside about the whole scenario – how it happened how it didn’t how it could’ve if we had just known how it happened and didn’t, and she says that it will just take some time to heal and to grow again … Continue reading
People want proof of the end of the world so look in a mirror today and then again tomorrow * The Armageddon won’t be so bad as long as I’m in your arms again and you are in mine and we forget that we have ended before and it was worse than this * I … Continue reading