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loss

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ok, ko

i suppose things can be worse than losing someone who didn’t love you such as you who lost someone who did * it is given that the meaning of life is to give life meaning   what is not said is how hard it is to take what it is   and entirely what it … Continue reading

oranges

i was never quite beautiful which was the best thing that happened to me for i could find the neglected beauty in everything else like a tangerine peeled into an accidental love of a woman i knew years ago or the rain that muddied the city and my shoes i just purchased but that held … Continue reading

how to kill a man before he dies

start and end with woman call him one call his one call one to make you man enough to deny another of manliness as she says wow you’re strong and you’ll say no sweat babe i don’t like no sissies and she’ll say oh that’s so powerful makes me scared and you’ll say ain’t nothing … Continue reading

be loved / beloved

there you are drinking because your father beat you because he didn’t because you are happy because you are not because you want to drink because you don’t and you’re thinking about the life that could have been if you had not been thinking about life so much if you had only been more if … Continue reading

whatever’s left

i sometimes sit reading great poetry thinking what the fuck is this and i theorize quite poetically that everyone must’ve just got together one day probably a saturday because those are universally conceived as glorious and at a picnic with long sandwiches that could connect europe to america though there was a bit too much … Continue reading

deed day

the war was won though i was still on the steps twenty years later barely beyond the bottom floor where a man was shot in the head by the earlier applause of progress he could not hear due to a bubbling mind that roared explosions at such a fury that it was shared with the … Continue reading

neutering the pet after it is already postmenopausal

now that the light has broken i hope they see the sun sitting on the horizon of your eyes that they hold the tulips at your lips craving to kiss the sky that they see you as nothing less than the oceans once connected but growing still chipping away at the land never settling never … Continue reading

my own i

i want to be yours only after i am mine * you’ll need something to take off the edge and when it goes with drugs with drinks with draining you will remain for that is all something is about anyways you and you and you drugged drunk drained needing more you to feel like you … Continue reading

how to kill a bird that has been in a cage for many years

give it sky   how to break a cardiologist assured of strict causes for diseases give them heartache   how to destroy a worker proud of their job, their rough hands, their daily tiredness give their factory automation   how to suffocate a sinner give it blessings   how to deny the dead give them … Continue reading

check, mate

do not worry about success the queen and king enter the same box as the pawn   play the game that will leave the board drawn with your presence win or loss * hey universe mind missing me with your bullshit today because i am you at your worst your unbearable a need to break … Continue reading