my own i

i want to be

yours

only after

i am mine

*

you’ll need something

to take off the edge

and when it goes

with drugs with drinks with draining

you will remain

for that is all something

is about anyways

you

and you

and you

drugged

drunk

drained

needing more you

to feel like you

again

*

how many dreams

do i need to have

to realize that

you will not be there

beside me

when i wake

*

how strong you

must’ve been

to be able to walk away

from our love

though i

am weak

still stuck wondering

how