the following is just a little bit of a lot. * you are weird but so is everyone else especially those who say they aren’t * i believe i have loved you since the beginning of since and everything since then perhaps we were grafted from the same space the same star the same … Continue reading
i may be the fire but then again i may just be the wood and this is okay for both are needed for warmth in and for and with oneself * the hate is always slopping around the light but it dries when the clarity improves into a blue existence where the warmth wiggles in … Continue reading
the world was born from violence it took the aftermath of the universe to create kindness to create you who chooses to be soft to the baby of the world * i am uncertain if it is comforting that no matter what i do tomorrow will come even if i do not stuck slopping … Continue reading
do not suffocate full of wonder with what you are breathe in knowing you are wonderful * silence does not exist listen to you now how loud how full how totally unable to be quieted by existence you are * i want my life back but i don’t want to face what it’ll … Continue reading
i suppose things can be worse than losing someone who didn’t love you such as you who lost someone who did * it is given that the meaning of life is to give life meaning what is not said is how hard it is to take what it is and entirely what it … Continue reading
i was never quite beautiful which was the best thing that happened to me for i could find the neglected beauty in everything else like a tangerine peeled into an accidental love of a woman i knew years ago or the rain that muddied the city and my shoes i just purchased but that held … Continue reading
the following is not a lot, which is hopefully may be too many nots. * it is not so much a question of do the ancients still speak but rather too much of an answer that we no longer understand the language of it is they are we soon will not be * the worst thing … Continue reading
do not ruin my heart it is your home do not wreck my love it is yours do not ask is it it is it is a hope of surviving do not * we are the slow evolution of apes into we who devolved from the bustling trees and now … Continue reading
start and end with woman call him one call his one call one to make you man enough to deny another of manliness as she says wow you’re strong and you’ll say no sweat babe i don’t like no sissies and she’ll say oh that’s so powerful makes me scared and you’ll say ain’t nothing … Continue reading
there you are drinking because your father beat you because he didn’t because you are happy because you are not because you want to drink because you don’t and you’re thinking about the life that could have been if you had not been thinking about life so much if you had only been more if … Continue reading