don’t you miss the days
of knowing how to get back here
to the poured place where birds warn
against the morning’s warm slaughter
and the crowds sigh against
the other team’s score
and what of those atoms
scratching at my window
to see me late at night
thinking of no more than a bundle
of no more
like sunlight licked across hair
as lines to astronomers
wondering if what is there
is there
or
like a dinosaur in a museum
still afraid of the yellow overhead
or
like
you
unlike
you
asking
begging
why did you stay
why didn’t you come
you were always in a hurry
to go else place
i wouldn’t be
but i’ve been there again
remembering the happy thoughts
coughing terror
with the promise that it’ll get better
because we are we are we
while what did you do with your hair
what happened to your makeup
why do you smell like smoke
when for so long
you were the fire
that knew
it could not be missed
but even the ashes
have gone now
to smudge windowsills
or canvases which were once
giant trees that could be seen from space
or that dust stuck in soles that’ll never be washed
only thrown out
into a dump
that one unnoticed day
will become home to an ancestor
of an ancestor
of a fly we shared in horror
me puffing my chest
you telling me to kill it kill it
both of us deciding in the brief moments
of generous total life
to let it live
in an outside future unknown
and without us
great poem :), and i just read this one poem but you sure have proved that not only you are a great poet but are an artist too.:)
Love some of these. Really resonate