that memory of you remembering me

i don’t think

there’s a good way to explain thinking

but this is what i think it would look like

doing don’t

*

remember

nostalgia always has the upper hand

*

don’t crawl so far up

your own asshole

that you forget that

other people shit too

*

birds tell me of their ambitions

but only the worms understand

*

the fish move with the water

for they know the best route

to avoid drowning is to move more

*

if only we didn’t know

about if

maybe we wouldn’t doubt

what we know

*

all all is is all there is

which on some days

feels too confusing

and somehow

too little

which leaves you more confused

with all you can’t feel there