he r eh

i will never get used

to being used by you

and that favourite lie

you said

on your back

looking up at me

making me mull over

whether i was

the lost lonely cloud

or you were

that you weren’t lying

*

one day

i will be all you wanted

before you found those bits

in someone else

and then

i will no longer want

to be your

one day

*

it is sad

that happiness within

oneself is so depleting

but it is only because

there is no other place

it exists

*

i

have never found

a person not hurt

from another lost

i